I had a challenging upbringing

My Bible: reasons to believe in the power of the Bible

‘I had a challenging upbringing. My father died when I was seven and my mother, though a believer, had a fierce temper. 

‘I did grow up with a faith of my own, but it wasn’t particularly getting deeper. Part of that was observing my mother's own life and seeing its inconsistencies. These experiences led me to question my faith and ultimately walk away. My teenage years weren't desperately sinful, but I didn't regard myself as a Christian.

‘When 9/11 happened I was 25 years old. I was living alone and just starting to question issues around mortality; then there was this horrific global terror attack. It spoke to me about the brevity of life, the importance of family, and the question of what happens when you die and what lies beyond. In February 2002, I started searching the Scripture and seeking a life-changing relationship with Jesus as Lord and Saviour. 

‘It was Hebrews 12.2 that really connected with me – “fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” That spoke to me of a Saviour who loved me more than anyone else ever could, laying down his life for me so I could be liberated from the shame and regret that had characterised my life.

‘My mum died in the period I'm talking about – she hadn't been in the best of health for a while, but was diagnosed in July 2002 and died very quickly. It was a shock when she died, but it didn't break my faith. I didn't ever feel there was any viable alternative; other philosophies just seemed vain and empty. I could always feel the Lord speaking to me, reassuring me that he had a plan and a purpose for me.’

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